As I applied for a surgery to get my stomach shrunk, the process has consumed and still consuming months to get real. Problem is that the process is too slow and as public hospital costs you nearly zero liras, demand is too much. Also I am not that into a such invasive surgery.
I was pretty young back then. It has been 21 years since my first experience with Magic: The Gathering and 20 years since I first bought my Mirage starter pack. I was amazed by the arts and the story line; all the original characters like Rashida, Telim Tor, Teferi, Kaervek, Asmira, and places like Zhalfir, Femeref and Suq’ata. Continue reading
We were shooting slow motion action scenes with Sony Xperia XZ Premium‘s Motion Eye camera and we came up with the idea where I am utilising my sword to provide some action. A clean “cutting draw” and two more cuts are captured on the cam.
Times change. Not this way but they do. Stuff that makes you feel alive loses its appeal through many reasons. Becomes unending boring shifts of voluntary torture. Whereas which does not kill you makes you stronger, also whatever does not make you advance in any direction cripples your mind.
So, how to advance?
It is not a habit but a factual acceptance that I see my life as completely failed and ruined, mostly by myself. There’s is a little hope for me. Here I present you an instinctual proof of that.